Life as it Were

So, decidedly, I am out.

There is only one thing that I doubt, and it is this. Does it seem commonplace that every one of them is so well liked? Or, is it true that I have nothing better than a means of connecting people to those who would actually make good friends? I don't know exactly what I mean to say... of course I have friends. Nicole would never take anyone over me, and I feel the same way about her. However, this is certainly not the case for 99.9% of the other people in my life. "Wow, we get along!" (go figure) "Let's hang out aaaaaallllll of the time. Forget this."

JOY!

((yes, that was sarcasm))


ANYWAY, I am lame. I can't stand myself 89% of the time, and this is not in the 11% right now. I wish people would forget me sometimes, so then I could start over completely. I wouldn't do it again. Backfire... GT, CD, CJ, .... And I hope she doesn't feel this way about me. I wouldn't ever...