God, grant me the strength to rest in You

So, it has recently been dawning on me how soon I have to return to Lee...

And honestly, I'm a little scared. I don't know if the 3 and a half weeks I have left here are enough time for me to... finish healing...

I feel like this summer I have been almost wrapped in a little cocoon, in which God is just working away at me. He keeps pulling at me.

And I keep being scared.

I don't really know what to say about this. I just know that the more I think about it, the more I feel like a dying breed at school... as alcohol, sex, bitterness, endless work, and a million other things take friend after friend. It even took me, I feel.

But, I'm coming back.

But, I need support.

So, I guess that's why the title of this post is named as it is. I need so much, and yet I have so little to give. But what I have, take it all.