I need to never be awake late at night when I'm alone. I don't know why, but at night, everything gets serious. Everything is worse.
The problem with today though, was that the whole day felt like night. There was nothing that I could do about it, but the things I thought about - they were emergencies. I was in crisis mode all day long. I am so overwhelmed, and so afraid.
I need to trust in God. I really need his peace. I think that in order for things to change, it would take a miracle.
So tonight, I can't sleep. I just listen to Jon Foreman, and pray for him to meet me. I need a partner. Lord, please, please. You know what I need.
No comments:
Post a Comment